When I'm Down

sorrowful,
hopeful,
waiting for tomorrow,
going to hide the sorrow,
breaking into a meltdown,
displaying a humongous frown,
I am sensitive,
a bit imaginative,
a person, an action, or a thing becomes my rival,
Why not try and see that this isn't fictional?,
see that it is okay to show emotion,
where is the potion?,
for being sorrowful,
and yet hopeful,
waiting for tomorrow,
and yet hiding that sorrow,
losing all that I feel,
ready to kneel,
wishing to forget about your own causes,
see there are no pauses,
in the thing, the feeling, the importance called emotion.

Poem inspired by the song 'Walking in a Winter Wonderland':

Calm
Meadows green and glistening,
Fountain water soothing and trickling,
Time is slowed,
And problems are diminished,
Life is well,
What a story to tell,
A beautiful sight,
For everyone tonight.

Wanting

Trapped,

Ambushed,

Stuck in your own fantasies,

For life is all about realities,

And most things you will not get,

But every phase has a yet.


And love is smeared all around,

Not a single thing on the ground.

For this is wanting,

Loving,

And for everything has its time,

For nothing can forever be as sour as a lime.

Well since I really don't have any "news" then imma post one of my poems on this here blog:


HappinessClouds have uplifted,
Showers have diminished,
And rainbows are all we see for miles around,
Frowns are upside down,
Love is in the air,
Nobody will care,
For this is true happiness,
Times when you show your strangeness,
For different is better,
For you’re not the center,
People around you can dance and pray,
For this is the most awaited day.

No Title

A name represents a person or action or many other things. This person's name is It. It smokes so much ! I hope It dies of smoking. And after It dies of smoking every time I visit It's grave I will bring a cigarette just for It. When I pleaded for It to stop It didn't, so I won't stop either. It stomped up to me. So I will stomp all over It. It will never be treated as part of me or as the same part of me ever again.



Truly in tears...


Btw there are a million ways It could've carried out the situation. But It used the 1,000,001 way that everyone leaves in the back of their mind to use... NEVER !


Also did you know chu is a real word. I believe that anything on a map is a real word. See for yourself: http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/chu.

Random

Believing in the stars, or the vast area of pure space. 
All the glistening stars. 

I used to feel that the Earth was sooooo big. But really the Earth is on a speck of dust or something else microscopic to the universe. 

Isn't the area of blue just beautiful. Clouds drifting with the softness of cotton candy. 

I am a big fan of water. It comes from my grandma. She can't stay away from a body of water wherever she goes. I feel that water is amazing. After all water is the main reason I continued gymnastics. Water taught me independence and sticking up for myself. I feel that I would never get my cartwheel down without my pool. :)

Church

Although I am Jewish I believe that going to church during mass is quite interesting. The feel around the church was of holiness, peace, and silence. The melody and sound coming from the altar was different from any concert and/or CD I've ever heard. Times like this were times when you could just feel the unity. During a moment of silence you could just sense that God was waiting for each prayer through the stained glass windows. The ceilings were so high up that it made me feel that God was looking down at the little place people just may call sanctity. The engravings on the walls were beautiful they spoke of an olden language (bible). I feel that church is very mind clearing and lets you have faith in things other than each other.

God can't let you down can he?

I believe that understanding a religion other than Judaism shows what ideas attract which people. After all we are the choosers of the religion we practice. And we have the freedom of religion.